Here is a review of my 2009:


Yesterday Cheryl asked me whether I have changed this year. My answer: Yes.
I think I have become a better person and more mature. I realised that in this world there isn't much good people. Life doesn't always have ups and is filled with downs most of the time. It is how you handle it.


To me, 2009 isn't a good year.
Beginning of the year was ok. Getting O-Level results and it was not too bad. At least I can get into a decent course in poly. The subsequent month was a balance of great and fucked-up things happened and somehow from the following month bad luck followed me till the end of the year.
Yes, my 2009 is filled with heartbreaks, things that don't go my way, getting bad results and met some 'xiao ren' and caused many fucked-up troubles.


But I wasn't that unlucky as I can get into TP and get to know 5 angels. These girls brighten up my life. 6 girls from different family background and different norms can get together and click so well. It is fate I guess. They would show support in whatever things I decide to do and are great advisors. Maybe getting to know them lighten my unlucky-ness.
Girls, I want to thank you for coming into my life. You all make me feel that I'm not alone. The birthday celebration you had organised for me was fabulous. That day was my happiest day in this year. Memorable day for me. And Alyssa, I will always remember you are my very first friend in poly!(:

















People who made me smile. Sometimes, you maybe not know that maybe when you made me smile, it was my first smile in my day and makes my day better. And at least when I was down, I have people around to comfort me. Even if it can be just one sentence that makes me feel happy/better. I want to give a big hug and thank you to all these people. You know who you are(:


Overall, lucky less than unlucky. So, BYE BYE BAD 2009 AND WELCOME GOOD 2010!:D
Hope everyone will have a good day today(: HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!(L)



With love,
hx


1st day of school...






































To end this lovely post,






















A special post for new year(: Nice ending(L)




With love,
hx


During the term break,
14-girls come over my house and slack(: cook fried rice and mahjong-ed!
15-training for IT fair, shop around for present for my angel :o
16-braces, and finally bought present!:D relief!
17-the usuals came over and mahjong-ed.
18 to 20-work(Y) and was happi! For me to know and for you to find out ^^ enjoy there(:

Last day of work went to have steamboat with the people there. They are a bunch of friendly people which makes my days there good. Work was not as scary as it seems to be. Made friends with several good people :D
After steamboat, went to play pool with Aaron and Bryan. End at 2 plus, and they went home. YY and me went to Singapore river there to slack. Got lost inside Esplanade-.- In the end still need the security guard to escort us out because all the doors are locked except for the one we came in from. Kinda retarded. Had a heart-to-heart talk and lie down to see the sky. It was a beautiful night. Cab home around 6 and sleep.

21-Reborned my hair with YY and meet the girls. Suppose to do projects in the end had girls' talk XD
22-Went to town with Aly, WW and Cheryl. Someone's baby meet us(: AND EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED!(L) Was duper happi and it was a good day for most of us :D
23-Christmas celebration with girls(: And I get an extra present from the bird. zzz. Enemy is the one who buy present for me! Love it! Thanks enemy^^
24-Christmas celebration with YY, S, Henry, Marcus and Serene's mummy. Overnight at fishing pond! And maybe the damn bird thinks I should receive another present. zzz to the max.
25-MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL!:D Stay at homeeeeee.
26-Went K. Sneak in with YY without paying :O
27-Starbucks with YY. Projectsssss........
AND...........

TODAY SCHOOL REOPEN! WHAT A STINGY SCHOOL :C
T-i-r-e-d. Received comm skill analytical writing results. Phew. Pass(:

2009 is coming to an end. Summary of the year is coming up!


With love,
hx


Somehow, this thought dawn upon me.

Ask yourself: When is the last time you felt really happy? When is the last time you told someone I love you and meant what you said? When is the last time you felt that there is something to look forward to everyday? When is the last time you live your life to the fullest and very meaningful very single moment?

Recently? Just the moment past? Today? Yesterday? or is it weeks and months ago?

Or are you just an empty shell? Going through the same routine every single day, meaningless and life is just plain.

Or you are those who believes that there is always a better tomorrow and keep the faith in heart. Anything good will just happen.

Which one of these is the life you are leading?

Different people, different path of life.


With love,
hx

Labels: Expect the unexpected.

Today is a FML day. Went for training today. Leave house at 1, waited for the bus for damn long(around 15 mins). Prediction was: confirm late. Traning starts at 2. Never mind...then the bus driver drive the bus damn WOLS. FML. Reached around kallang that area, jam. zzz, too many cars. Plus YY reached already and it is going to be 2. FML twice. Through out the journey just the word, FML, just keep going through my mind. 'IM LATE, IM LATE, FML.'. 2.30 then reached cine, great. Reached wheelock place at 2.45 and found out that the in-charge who is supposed to teach us will only reach after 4. FML 3x. One of the staff give us the pantry card to put our things. He say is around the toilet. YY and I walk round and round the toilet and cannot find. Two retards. Turn out to be in a secret room-.- End up another cashier teach us, heng. Training was ok. Went FEP . Bought a bag at 9.90(Y). Target another bag at 22. Mummy is going to bring you home when I get my pay :D wait for meeeeeeeeeee... Dinner was: maggie mee. Tio scalded by the soup. Nice.





see the diff. FML 4x.


Yesterday the girls came my house:) cook fried rice and mahjong-ed(L) Cheryl left early because she stay too far. The rest left at around 11. Someone tio verbal abuse, hahaha. And LIU LIAN LIU LIAN WO AI NI:D


p.s. the previous post is just my thoughts, nothing much.


With love,
hx


Life is unpredictable, isn't it? Many things just happened in a blink of eye and sometimes, it is too much for us to bear.
A kiss from the one you love, a confession made by the special one, the hand you held whom you may think we will walk together till we are old and at that spilt second the happiness you felt, comes from all these.
Happiness is just like fireworks. Beautiful yet short-lived. Agony and pain, on the other hand, may left imprinted in our heart for life.
Break-ups do not just recover just like how you recover from flus. It may take weeks, months or even years. The heart pain can just kill you instanteously, not literally, but the feeling is like you are dead. The heart breaks like how you drop a piece of glass on the floor. No turn-backs. Tears may just flow down from your face like free tap water everyday, except this tap cannot be turned off like any other normal tap you have at home. No matter how much you miss that person, he/she is out of your life totally. But believe that one day, you will recover.
Even when they say: ' We still can be friends.'. Don't take that in, is bullshit. One day, both of you will walk pass each other, side by side, like a total stranger. Or things may end up in an ugly way and both of you hate each other.
Fairy tales don't exist. We have been propaganda from young that, our prince will come and there will be a happily ever after. It is until we are old enough to know that the reality is ,happily never after.
Love is like a wind. Comes and goes as and when it feels like. When the person tells you he/she will love you forever and be with you till old, yes, they mean it; only at that point of time when they say it.


















With love,
hx

Labels: Heart pain just sucks.

left hand hold one, right hand hug one XD





my nu rens!:D





our xmm(:











With love,
hx


HAPPY 3RD YEAR ANNIVERSARY CHOPSTICK!:D
Thank you for being there for me when I need you. There are times when we can laugh till stomach pain and I will be screaming like so mad woman, times when we will be crying badly for each other and blame ourselves for starting the quarrel, times when I really feel so lousy and lost and I will call you and start crying like a baby. You will listen to all my crap and cheer me up. When I really want to kpkb at someone, you will accompany me to curse that person. I guess you are the only one who sleeps with an OCTOPUS face and we will start laughing at how round your mouth is. I LOVE YOU LIKE TRUCKLOADSss! You are always there:D


Zinger for dinner! Talk super lots with YY:) After dinner went pasar malam and went to find KS and YL. Play basketball for awhile and left arm hurts:( It has been years since I last play 'ABC'. Just by throwing the ball several times is very tiring :X
Then home sweet home.


























SUPER BIG!








she is aiming at it!


Today ENEMY keep making my heart bleed! Blood keep dripping from it. Demin shorts from Cotton now cost only $15. WA! Quote from her: '$30 I try, $15 I buy.' .T.T
This is only a small partttttt.....





Kittyyyyy...


With love,
hx

Here is a review of my 2009:


Yesterday Cheryl asked me whether I have changed this year. My answer: Yes.
I think I have become a better person and more mature. I realised that in this world there isn't much good people. Life doesn't always have ups and is filled with downs most of the time. It is how you handle it.


To me, 2009 isn't a good year.
Beginning of the year was ok. Getting O-Level results and it was not too bad. At least I can get into a decent course in poly. The subsequent month was a balance of great and fucked-up things happened and somehow from the following month bad luck followed me till the end of the year.
Yes, my 2009 is filled with heartbreaks, things that don't go my way, getting bad results and met some 'xiao ren' and caused many fucked-up troubles.


But I wasn't that unlucky as I can get into TP and get to know 5 angels. These girls brighten up my life. 6 girls from different family background and different norms can get together and click so well. It is fate I guess. They would show support in whatever things I decide to do and are great advisors. Maybe getting to know them lighten my unlucky-ness.
Girls, I want to thank you for coming into my life. You all make me feel that I'm not alone. The birthday celebration you had organised for me was fabulous. That day was my happiest day in this year. Memorable day for me. And Alyssa, I will always remember you are my very first friend in poly!(:

















People who made me smile. Sometimes, you maybe not know that maybe when you made me smile, it was my first smile in my day and makes my day better. And at least when I was down, I have people around to comfort me. Even if it can be just one sentence that makes me feel happy/better. I want to give a big hug and thank you to all these people. You know who you are(:


Overall, lucky less than unlucky. So, BYE BYE BAD 2009 AND WELCOME GOOD 2010!:D
Hope everyone will have a good day today(: HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!(L)



With love,
hx


1st day of school...






































To end this lovely post,






















A special post for new year(: Nice ending(L)




With love,
hx


During the term break,
14-girls come over my house and slack(: cook fried rice and mahjong-ed!
15-training for IT fair, shop around for present for my angel :o
16-braces, and finally bought present!:D relief!
17-the usuals came over and mahjong-ed.
18 to 20-work(Y) and was happi! For me to know and for you to find out ^^ enjoy there(:

Last day of work went to have steamboat with the people there. They are a bunch of friendly people which makes my days there good. Work was not as scary as it seems to be. Made friends with several good people :D
After steamboat, went to play pool with Aaron and Bryan. End at 2 plus, and they went home. YY and me went to Singapore river there to slack. Got lost inside Esplanade-.- In the end still need the security guard to escort us out because all the doors are locked except for the one we came in from. Kinda retarded. Had a heart-to-heart talk and lie down to see the sky. It was a beautiful night. Cab home around 6 and sleep.

21-Reborned my hair with YY and meet the girls. Suppose to do projects in the end had girls' talk XD
22-Went to town with Aly, WW and Cheryl. Someone's baby meet us(: AND EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED!(L) Was duper happi and it was a good day for most of us :D
23-Christmas celebration with girls(: And I get an extra present from the bird. zzz. Enemy is the one who buy present for me! Love it! Thanks enemy^^
24-Christmas celebration with YY, S, Henry, Marcus and Serene's mummy. Overnight at fishing pond! And maybe the damn bird thinks I should receive another present. zzz to the max.
25-MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL!:D Stay at homeeeeee.
26-Went K. Sneak in with YY without paying :O
27-Starbucks with YY. Projectsssss........
AND...........

TODAY SCHOOL REOPEN! WHAT A STINGY SCHOOL :C
T-i-r-e-d. Received comm skill analytical writing results. Phew. Pass(:

2009 is coming to an end. Summary of the year is coming up!


With love,
hx


Somehow, this thought dawn upon me.

Ask yourself: When is the last time you felt really happy? When is the last time you told someone I love you and meant what you said? When is the last time you felt that there is something to look forward to everyday? When is the last time you live your life to the fullest and very meaningful very single moment?

Recently? Just the moment past? Today? Yesterday? or is it weeks and months ago?

Or are you just an empty shell? Going through the same routine every single day, meaningless and life is just plain.

Or you are those who believes that there is always a better tomorrow and keep the faith in heart. Anything good will just happen.

Which one of these is the life you are leading?

Different people, different path of life.


With love,
hx

Labels: Expect the unexpected.

Today is a FML day. Went for training today. Leave house at 1, waited for the bus for damn long(around 15 mins). Prediction was: confirm late. Traning starts at 2. Never mind...then the bus driver drive the bus damn WOLS. FML. Reached around kallang that area, jam. zzz, too many cars. Plus YY reached already and it is going to be 2. FML twice. Through out the journey just the word, FML, just keep going through my mind. 'IM LATE, IM LATE, FML.'. 2.30 then reached cine, great. Reached wheelock place at 2.45 and found out that the in-charge who is supposed to teach us will only reach after 4. FML 3x. One of the staff give us the pantry card to put our things. He say is around the toilet. YY and I walk round and round the toilet and cannot find. Two retards. Turn out to be in a secret room-.- End up another cashier teach us, heng. Training was ok. Went FEP . Bought a bag at 9.90(Y). Target another bag at 22. Mummy is going to bring you home when I get my pay :D wait for meeeeeeeeeee... Dinner was: maggie mee. Tio scalded by the soup. Nice.





see the diff. FML 4x.


Yesterday the girls came my house:) cook fried rice and mahjong-ed(L) Cheryl left early because she stay too far. The rest left at around 11. Someone tio verbal abuse, hahaha. And LIU LIAN LIU LIAN WO AI NI:D


p.s. the previous post is just my thoughts, nothing much.


With love,
hx


Life is unpredictable, isn't it? Many things just happened in a blink of eye and sometimes, it is too much for us to bear.
A kiss from the one you love, a confession made by the special one, the hand you held whom you may think we will walk together till we are old and at that spilt second the happiness you felt, comes from all these.
Happiness is just like fireworks. Beautiful yet short-lived. Agony and pain, on the other hand, may left imprinted in our heart for life.
Break-ups do not just recover just like how you recover from flus. It may take weeks, months or even years. The heart pain can just kill you instanteously, not literally, but the feeling is like you are dead. The heart breaks like how you drop a piece of glass on the floor. No turn-backs. Tears may just flow down from your face like free tap water everyday, except this tap cannot be turned off like any other normal tap you have at home. No matter how much you miss that person, he/she is out of your life totally. But believe that one day, you will recover.
Even when they say: ' We still can be friends.'. Don't take that in, is bullshit. One day, both of you will walk pass each other, side by side, like a total stranger. Or things may end up in an ugly way and both of you hate each other.
Fairy tales don't exist. We have been propaganda from young that, our prince will come and there will be a happily ever after. It is until we are old enough to know that the reality is ,happily never after.
Love is like a wind. Comes and goes as and when it feels like. When the person tells you he/she will love you forever and be with you till old, yes, they mean it; only at that point of time when they say it.


















With love,
hx

Labels: Heart pain just sucks.

left hand hold one, right hand hug one XD





my nu rens!:D





our xmm(:











With love,
hx


HAPPY 3RD YEAR ANNIVERSARY CHOPSTICK!:D
Thank you for being there for me when I need you. There are times when we can laugh till stomach pain and I will be screaming like so mad woman, times when we will be crying badly for each other and blame ourselves for starting the quarrel, times when I really feel so lousy and lost and I will call you and start crying like a baby. You will listen to all my crap and cheer me up. When I really want to kpkb at someone, you will accompany me to curse that person. I guess you are the only one who sleeps with an OCTOPUS face and we will start laughing at how round your mouth is. I LOVE YOU LIKE TRUCKLOADSss! You are always there:D


Zinger for dinner! Talk super lots with YY:) After dinner went pasar malam and went to find KS and YL. Play basketball for awhile and left arm hurts:( It has been years since I last play 'ABC'. Just by throwing the ball several times is very tiring :X
Then home sweet home.


























SUPER BIG!








she is aiming at it!


Today ENEMY keep making my heart bleed! Blood keep dripping from it. Demin shorts from Cotton now cost only $15. WA! Quote from her: '$30 I try, $15 I buy.' .T.T
This is only a small partttttt.....





Kittyyyyy...


With love,
hx

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