For you, with love(:

2010-08-29T01:28:00.000+08:00

Happy 18TH Birthday!

2010-08-02T15:35:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY XAVIER LOH!:D

Am in school nao. Having MR end-sem test on Wednesday and I get my freedom back!(: ALYSSA TONG seessssssss, I have nothing to blog): What to writeeeeeeee you tell meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. HOW HOW HOW? D:

With love,
hx

2010-06-23T22:17:00.000+08:00

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! I'M SO EXCITED!!! E-X-C-I-T-E-D! HEHEHEHEHE! 2 MORE DAYS! :D

Friend.

2010-06-17T01:30:00.003+08:00

A few weeks back, I receive a fb message from a lost contact friend. Then it hit me suddenly; I have long forgive her. I do not hate her anymore, I no longer blame her, I do not bitch or curse her. But actually I want to talk to her again, smile and give her a big wave. Thoughts run through my mind: 'will it be weird to say hi? how to start a conv?' Memories from past just come back; how good friends we used to be, how we crap around, hanging out together.
I guess bearing a grudge hurts more than forgiving.

Hello, my long lost friend. How have you been?

Happy Birthday.

2010-06-08T09:56:00.002+08:00

Happy 1 year old, x-chapters!:D Even though I often neglect you, but you are almost where I share all my memories; be it good or bad. Thank you(L)

With love,
hx

Happiness.

2010-06-05T22:45:00.005+08:00

Ask yourself these question:

Are you happier than before?
Is everything around you going fine?
Have you changed; for the better or worse?
Are the people around you a year ago still with you?
Is there a major incident that changed your life?
Are you happy?

With love,
hx

Time.

2010-05-24T09:48:00.007+08:00

As time goes by, people change. Relationship between people will also have a difference; better or drifted. Time will tell everything. One can be happier, or worse off.

Hi, Mr K(:

2010-05-20T23:40:00.005+08:00

Aly and Cheryl came to my house todayyy. Take pics and slack. Then poor Aly and me had to go back school for lesson and Cheryl went dating *envy*(:
After lesson went down to Scotts(with YY, WT and Jasper) to visit boss, auntie Jasmine they all. Am so happy to see them! Then went dinner with Emi. Home sweet home.
Im so going to wait for GSS!!!!!!:D

You are too cute to resist but too badddddd.

With love,
hx

2010-05-15T00:26:00.004+08:00

Watch Ip man 2 with cousin today! Omg, the show is so damn nice! After the show, went to aunt's house for dinner. And home sweet home.

Had my first trading in 1st Ave on Tuesday. Was kinda boring. Run around a few stations and end up in the gift section a-l-o-n-e.

Went Ikea on Wednesday with Cheryl and WW. Had meatballs, chicken wings and salmon. Played with Ikea's furniture. Hehe. AND THEN, there is no MR lecture. ZZZ. But still have to goN back school for project. Juju is sooooo nice to buy us chicken wings. Thanks Juju(L). Tried Pluck ice cream and is really very very nice(Y). But they don't sell in 1st ave anymore D: Didn't went for Law lecture :X

Thursday Estee came to my house. Had a heart-to-heart talk with her<3

With love,
hx

2010-05-10T00:09:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY NG WAN TING!

To Avatar:
I always feel so small standing beside you! S-M-A-L-L! Can you let me feel bigger than you one day? Hehe. We have known each other for 6 years! During these 6 years we have been close before, being together as a clique, quarrel, seperate for a year plus plus and now back together as good friends, as a clique. I will call this fate. And with you around, there will always be some funny and weird stuff coming to us! You attract weird things! Ahhhhhh~ But I always enjoy being with you. AND YOU ALWAYS LIKE, ER, NO, LOVE TO MAKE ME FEEL BAD + GUILTY! I think I will die young because of that! But I still love you much much!<3

GOSH! You look so hot that I nose bleed!:x
I smell a chao-ta smell, sizzling hot! *SSSSSSSSSSSSSS*

With love + guilt + T.T x infinity^infinity,
hx

p/s: Even your photo is soooooooooooooo big!

Happy Mother's Day!

2010-05-09T21:40:00.008+08:00

Credit to Ng Wan Ting and Serene Tay Shi Ling. Thanks running around with me the whole day!(L)
Bought blue contact lense today. Sure try it out someday(:

Surprise mummy successfully! Cheryl and I make mummy thought that it was only a normal mother's day celebration (dinner + the present she requested). But what she didn't know was that there was a xia ban chang. Wahahahaha!
While the main lead was so engrossed with her 'AI' show and 4D results, I was busy fussing around with the fridge. Place the cake, flowers and another present in it and went to watch TV like nothing happened. Cheryl went to wash the dish and mummy was walking around in the house. Suddenly I heard a 'HUHHHH~' and I stretch my head over to look what happened.
What happened was that mum opened the fridge door and saw the presentssss. HAHAHA! She was surprised! She never thought that there will be more coming up and she was damn happy. I am so glad that the surprise was a success and mum really love it(:

To my mum,

Mummy, thank you for taking care of Cheryl and me for all these years. I know these 8 years had been tough for you as you have to play both the father's and mother's role; especially both of your daughters are now in the rebellious stage. When other mothers have another partner to share their burden with, you have to carry it all by yourself. I know there could be times when you feel like giving up as you are really tired by having such great responsibility, but because of your love for us, you have the courage to continue hanging on. Even though sometimes Cheryl and I broke your heart by being stubborn and rude, we still love you very much. To me, you are the world's most noble mum.

Mummy, thank you and I love you very very very much(L)

To end this post,
Happy Mother's Day to all the mums!:D

With love,
hx

The TRUTH about truth.

2010-05-06T22:08:00.003+08:00

The truth about truth is that truth is always heartwrenching. When you get to know the truth about some things, the electrifying feeling you have really sucks. It shocks you like how you got electrified. After being fried, you will have the chao-ta smell and look(black face and bad mood/disappointment lingers around you for the whole day or even the next few days). And when you look at the person again, you will start to have your doubts like: Is he/she really like this? Did he/she really do that? OMG, I can't believe it..., Why is that so? and whatever questions you have.

True?

When you have a higher expectation of someone, usually they disappoint you the most.

Scenerio 1
A, B and C are really good friends. They are always being seen together and 'glued' together almost everyday. A and C are like very closed very closed friends. And then here comes the point; A has been backstabbing C and gossip alot about C in front of B. Then not able to tolerate all these for a long time, went to tell C. When C knows about it, the 'electricity'(news) shock her like no tomorrow.
When C look at A again, her trail of thoughts come running in her mind and she begin to feel disgusted about how A is treating her. Soon, the friendship isn't able to continue and they went seperate ways.

But what if B never tell C and they continue their 'friendship'? Will they be able to last long? Or what if C just take that off her mind and decides to forgive A? Will things turn better?

Knowing the Truth that hurts or Being hidden away from what hurts and be happy?

With love,
hx

Don't talk to me.

2010-05-05T22:06:00.004+08:00

Woke up this morning feeling dlttm. Mood wasn't the best and I don't know why. Little things can easily irritated me and I can just snap. Somehow stress comes knocking at my door and schedule seems so packed. Is like I don't have enough time for myself and to study. Timetable sucks to the core with everyday 9 to 5/6/7.When I have the time, I don't have the energy to study as I'm really tired. Don't like to talk seems to be my new drug.

I didn't do well for the POS system assessment. Goodbye 5%.

Sometimes won't you wish that things can always be in place and hoping there isn't so much unhappiness in life. In this way, everyone can happy and living in their own gay world. Won't that be nice? Rather than everyday at least one person commit sucide, crying, depressed or having hatred.
Happiness comes and goes as sudden as it comes. Short but sweet. Only leaving you those good times. I called it the Sweet Poison.
Life isn't that easy. When it gets hard, it seems longer; like a dick.

With love,
hx

What a day.

2010-04-22T23:16:00.006+08:00

THANK YOU SERENE TAY FOR HELPING ME WITH THIS BLOGSKIN!:D
IT'S SO PRETTYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!(L)

Today is quite a suay day for me. While having yummy chicken chop for my luch, I accidentally drip the sauce onto my white spaghetti top D: It's so bloody ugly can! Can't wipe it off too D:x2 Then the stupid waterbottle flood my bag with H2O. Next, I board the double deck bus and my slipper came off while going upstairs for a seat. zzz. I'm suppose to end my lesson at 12. But because of the stupid CDS, I have to wait till 4. While waiting for the tutor, make a new friend and I think we get along quite well. Waited kinda long for the tutor. So one of the students called and found out there is no tutorial. -.-! AND THEN realised that the new friend is in the next class even though both of us are going to law D:x3
Went home and realised that I forgot to bring my keys! Grandpa was asleep and no one was at home. Argh. Plus phone was blinking that dumb empty batt icon. Stand outside my house and waited for mum to reach home. How suay can it be man!):
Hi my beautiful teacher, can my friend come to our class, please? *blink blink* awww~!

D:

With love,
hx

No ka-ching ka-ching, no points. Oops!

2010-04-21T22:14:00.007+08:00

Monday was the first day of Year 2. Time really flies. Just last year this time we were still freshies and look like lost sheep in the campus. Will be taking 8 modules this sem. The hurray thing is that there is no school on every friday(Y). But monday to thursday's timetable is packed. Everyday 9am lesson and end at 6 D:

Came across this pic in FB.

zoom in.

HA! Either salary or looks. Pick your choice.
People are just so materialistic and superficies. Face the fact.

With love,
hx

2010-04-11T13:27:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED 18TH BIRTHDAY YOU LIANG! :D

With love,
hx

2010-04-05T00:29:00.002+08:00

A few hours ago marks the end of work. Right now am having a mixture of feelings. Relieved and moody. Finally get to rest properly and school is starting in 2 weeks time. Am so gonna miss the people there. Remember the very first day of work at scotts isetan. Was late and bloody tired after the whole day. I keep complaining how pain and tired my legs were. After a few days, standing long hours was chicken feet to all of us and still can shop around. Customers seems to be the topic of the day. The ugly side of Singaporeans. Either no class or think too highly of themselves. No kidding. During break time and after work, laughing stupid customers is the new entertainment(Y). Working at scotts is some much relaxing compared to tm. At tm, you will be able to see how free Singaporeans are.

The whole group of 12 people had a 'goodbye' dinner just now. Took pictures with polarid and our faces look like dots in some picture. Hope to see you guys and work together again.

With love,
hx

2010-04-03T23:23:00.001+08:00

D:
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2010-03-28T23:10:00.001+08:00

HAPPY belated 18TH BIRHTDAY TKS!:D

With love,
hx

2010-03-02T00:31:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SERENE!:D
To my sweet babe:
I'm so glad that I get to know you and getting closer and closer for the past one year plus. I have seen our friendship from Level zero and up to now - maximum level. I believe you have seen it too. Keep our friendship like this(tip-top condition) till the day we die please. And faster give away your first kiss can a not. If not all your best friends like YY and I will keep di-siaoing you whenever there is a new guy but it's ok because we enjoy it. You are a good friend to bitch with:x
I LOVE YOU TTM!

With love,
hx

2010-02-26T23:28:00.009+08:00

Sometimes in life, you will meet certain stuff that did not go well. It will piss you off and get you real upset. Some are so bad that you wish it was all just nightmare and when you wake up the next day, everything will be fine. But it isn't that case. It just continues.
At times, the pain it caused can hurt so much that it changed a person. The aftermath is there and it will not go away that easy.

"You are no prize yourself. Fuck off."

Had a conversation with Aly yesterday. I love you, my first poly friend!(L)

With love,
hx

2010-02-24T08:58:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SHEREEN!
You are the first baby to turn 18 among the 7 of us. Oldest of all. And also the tallest la. Mugging for exams on birthday and have lots of fun to compensate yourself during the holidays! Love you!

With love,
hx

2010-02-17T00:33:00.005+08:00

Went out to study with YY and Henry today. After that went mahjong-ing in Serene's house. And today we talk about anything is possible. The more you say it is impossible then more it will happen. zzz. Got that suay not? The answer is yes. So from now on, IM GOING TO SAY ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE. Furthermore, the mahjong thingy is kinda creepy. Trying to prove to me something huh? Whatever.

YL came to join us later. And they keep say I dan-bye which I thought is dan bai. THEN, I say stop calling me protein and they started laughing! Joke of the day:(

With love,
hx

2010-02-15T00:16:00.002+08:00

This is my 100th post and...

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY EUGENE!:D
Our CEO! (L)
Sucker ttm!

With love,
hx

2010-02-12T21:12:00.002+08:00

Today marks the last day of Year 1. This means that we are going to be juniors in April. Goodbye 1R02, you guys will be missed. Bye bye girls, we may not be in the same class. Remember our date! I will really really miss all of you. See you in lecturesssss.

To my classmates,
Even though we are not close, I really appreciate those things you all have done. When we all just know each other, the lunch at Subway with almost the whole class there. Celebrating my birthday during apel lesson. Pamela bake those nice cookies for the class. To prepare for the comm skill 1 presentation, Jason and Wei Jie help by practisin with us and give suggestions. And things didnt go well for our group as the computer thingy dint work. People like Kaye, Wei jie, Jason, Sharifah, Pamela came forward to help and fix the thing. In the end, only able to use the visualizer to show our slides. Wen Qin and several classmates also help to arrange the seats. Some also came forward to offer help regarding the presentation. I'm really thankful to all of you. You guys are real wonderful classmates. I will miss all of youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!D:

To my wonderful girls,
It's really great to be able to meet you girls and form as a clique. You girls have bring me lots of laughter and love. Even though we had a quarrel once, this doesn't affect our friendship but insteasd, pull us closer together. All those sweet dreams we talked about, they must happen ok? And then we can laugh at each other! Wahahaha!I love you all :') miss!

With misses and loves,
hx

2010-02-11T22:44:00.007+08:00

I don't know what is wrong lately. Anything concerning friends just get so disheartening. What are friends? How about true friends? Friends that you are able to rely on? Friends that will lend you a helping hand? Friends that truly care and concern about you? Friends that use you as an excuse? Friends that don't treat you as their friends when you regard them as one?

There are some friends you may not be close with. However when you need help, they will be there for you. These people are friends that treat their friends truly.
There are also some friends that land you in deep shit and pretend nothing happened. Some don't even regard you as their friends when you treat them as one. Some don't even give a damn care.

Now, I know who are my true friends. Certain incidents just make me aware of who they are. I have enough of all those disappointing words. These stabs are enough. Those sinking, heavy feelings I get, those tears that almost came out, that's how hurt I get. The impression I had of you, you just kill it yourself.

Quantity of friends is nothing. Quality is the most important.

With disappointment,
hx

2010-02-02T22:29:00.003+08:00

Am feeling unhappy for the past few days. I also dont know why, could be due to some reasons. Fucking hate the feeling I having right now. Fuck that shit.
Just watched Daybreaker(s) with YY, S, YH, Gary and Nigel. The story line was not bad. Keep xia-ing me. But the ending sucks. The male lead, Edward, is goddamn charming(: Awww~ Love those blue eyessssss.

With love,
hx

2010-01-29T20:56:00.003+08:00

Disappointment is what I get from you all. What does it means to be a group, a clique, flames? I really don't know what to say. The indifferent attitude I get from you girls just make me feel so upset. I don't see the point when some of us try to organise events like birthday celebrations when we don't get reply. The effort we put in, comittment to the group are just dust when some of you don't respond. Does it kill to just reply a message? I guess we are only in name as a clique. Even though we don't gather that often, but attending such important meetings like birthdays is a compulsary isn't it? Does the clique still matters to you all?

2010-01-28T22:21:00.002+08:00

Seriously, I have never feel so stupid than now. Fuck, what fucking decision did I made? I went to fucking extend my hair with fucking fake hair and now I feel so fucked up. Great. Fuck the money I wasted, fuck my brain and thinking more. Im fucking stuck with it now. FUCK! I have learnt my lesson. Now I know why my money is gone so fast when I dont see much output.

2010-01-26T22:02:00.002+08:00

Had my hair extension done. Feel really weird about it. Hopefully after getting use to it will become pretty(: and fringe, please grow longer faster. After extension no $, clique sponsored my eyebrow trimming! really very touched. I love you girls a lot man! Please dont make me regret, please.

With love,
hx

2010-01-18T23:39:00.003+08:00

Havent been blogging regularly due to these two hectic weeks. PROJECTS PROJECTS PROJECTS. zzz. I know you people are very stressed up and tired with projects too. So in order to help you people and myself to de-stress...

GOT DE-STRESS DAO NOT?! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

With love,
hx

2010-01-09T00:02:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY HENRY!:D
You are a great brother to me(: love you!

With love,
hx

2010-01-08T20:13:00.002+08:00

Happening in Estee's birthday celebration!

School end kinda early because RA lecture is cancelled. Only had Macro and class ended at 10 plus. Went slacking around school until 1 plus and off to KTV. Sing until 6 and left for PS! Aly, Cheryl and WW left early to decorate the cake. Prepared Estee for her surprise and hy and I went kinda overboard until she went to run away! :O xia dao her already! Dinner at Aston. Yummy. The birthday girl's special guest is her sister! Her sister's friend came along too. Can see how closed the two sisters are because the moment Estee saw her, she went over to kiss her. So heart-warming(: Had cake and after dinner went Ben & Jerry. Yummy! After that went some place to slack (got reason one) and that is to attack her with spray and popper! YES! haha. Estee had no way to run and only guai guai sit there and bei spray. Not enough time to react. LOL! And Im really glad she enjoyed herself that day "D

poor girl!:D our master piece!

With love,
hx

2010-01-08T00:04:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY ESTEE! (L)
Stay pretty and I will love youuuuuuuuuuuuuu always!

With love,
simei

2009-12-31T11:13:00.005+08:00

Here is a review of my 2009:

Yesterday Cheryl asked me whether I have changed this year. My answer: Yes.
I think I have become a better person and more mature. I realised that in this world there isn't much good people. Life doesn't always have ups and is filled with downs most of the time. It is how you handle it.

To me, 2009 isn't a good year.
Beginning of the year was ok. Getting O-Level results and it was not too bad. At least I can get into a decent course in poly. The subsequent month was a balance of great and fucked-up things happened and somehow from the following month bad luck followed me till the end of the year.
Yes, my 2009 is filled with heartbreaks, things that don't go my way, getting bad results and met some 'xiao ren' and caused many fucked-up troubles.

But I wasn't that unlucky as I can get into TP and get to know 5 angels. These girls brighten up my life. 6 girls from different family background and different norms can get together and click so well. It is fate I guess. They would show support in whatever things I decide to do and are great advisors. Maybe getting to know them lighten my unlucky-ness.
Girls, I want to thank you for coming into my life. You all make me feel that I'm not alone. The birthday celebration you had organised for me was fabulous. That day was my happiest day in this year. Memorable day for me. And Alyssa, I will always remember you are my very first friend in poly!(:

People who made me smile. Sometimes, you maybe not know that maybe when you made me smile, it was my first smile in my day and makes my day better. And at least when I was down, I have people around to comfort me. Even if it can be just one sentence that makes me feel happy/better. I want to give a big hug and thank you to all these people. You know who you are(:

Overall, lucky less than unlucky. So, BYE BYE BAD 2009 AND WELCOME GOOD 2010!:D
Hope everyone will have a good day today(: HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!(L)

With love,
hx

2009-12-30T23:16:00.007+08:00

1st day of school...

To end this lovely post,

A special post for new year(: Nice ending(L)

With love,
hx

2009-12-28T23:27:00.003+08:00

During the term break,
14-girls come over my house and slack(: cook fried rice and mahjong-ed!
15-training for IT fair, shop around for present for my angel :o
16-braces, and finally bought present!:D relief!
17-the usuals came over and mahjong-ed.
18 to 20-work(Y) and was happi! For me to know and for you to find out ^^ enjoy there(:

Last day of work went to have steamboat with the people there. They are a bunch of friendly people which makes my days there good. Work was not as scary as it seems to be. Made friends with several good people :D
After steamboat, went to play pool with Aaron and Bryan. End at 2 plus, and they went home. YY and me went to Singapore river there to slack. Got lost inside Esplanade-.- In the end still need the security guard to escort us out because all the doors are locked except for the one we came in from. Kinda retarded. Had a heart-to-heart talk and lie down to see the sky. It was a beautiful night. Cab home around 6 and sleep.

21-Reborned my hair with YY and meet the girls. Suppose to do projects in the end had girls' talk XD
22-Went to town with Aly, WW and Cheryl. Someone's baby meet us(: AND EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED!(L) Was duper happi and it was a good day for most of us :D
23-Christmas celebration with girls(: And I get an extra present from the bird. zzz. Enemy is the one who buy present for me! Love it! Thanks enemy^^
24-Christmas celebration with YY, S, Henry, Marcus and Serene's mummy. Overnight at fishing pond! And maybe the damn bird thinks I should receive another present. zzz to the max.
25-MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL!:D Stay at homeeeeee.
26-Went K. Sneak in with YY without paying :O
27-Starbucks with YY. Projectsssss........
AND...........

TODAY SCHOOL REOPEN! WHAT A STINGY SCHOOL :C
T-i-r-e-d. Received comm skill analytical writing results. Phew. Pass(:

2009 is coming to an end. Summary of the year is coming up!

With love,
hx

2009-12-27T22:44:00.002+08:00

Somehow, this thought dawn upon me.

Ask yourself: When is the last time you felt really happy? When is the last time you told someone I love you and meant what you said? When is the last time you felt that there is something to look forward to everyday? When is the last time you live your life to the fullest and very meaningful very single moment?

Recently? Just the moment past? Today? Yesterday? or is it weeks and months ago?

Or are you just an empty shell? Going through the same routine every single day, meaningless and life is just plain.

Or you are those who believes that there is always a better tomorrow and keep the faith in heart. Anything good will just happen.

Which one of these is the life you are leading?

Different people, different path of life.

With love,
hx

2009-12-15T22:44:00.005+08:00

Today is a FML day. Went for training today. Leave house at 1, waited for the bus for damn long(around 15 mins). Prediction was: confirm late. Traning starts at 2. Never mind...then the bus driver drive the bus damn WOLS. FML. Reached around kallang that area, jam. zzz, too many cars. Plus YY reached already and it is going to be 2. FML twice. Through out the journey just the word, FML, just keep going through my mind. 'IM LATE, IM LATE, FML.'. 2.30 then reached cine, great. Reached wheelock place at 2.45 and found out that the in-charge who is supposed to teach us will only reach after 4. FML 3x. One of the staff give us the pantry card to put our things. He say is around the toilet. YY and I walk round and round the toilet and cannot find. Two retards. Turn out to be in a secret room-.- End up another cashier teach us, heng. Training was ok. Went FEP . Bought a bag at 9.90(Y). Target another bag at 22. Mummy is going to bring you home when I get my pay :D wait for meeeeeeeeeee... Dinner was: maggie mee. Tio scalded by the soup. Nice.

see the diff. FML 4x.

Yesterday the girls came my house:) cook fried rice and mahjong-ed(L) Cheryl left early because she stay too far. The rest left at around 11. Someone tio verbal abuse, hahaha. And LIU LIAN LIU LIAN WO AI NI:D

p.s. the previous post is just my thoughts, nothing much.

With love,
hx

2009-12-08T23:03:00.003+08:00

Life is unpredictable, isn't it? Many things just happened in a blink of eye and sometimes, it is too much for us to bear.
A kiss from the one you love, a confession made by the special one, the hand you held whom you may think we will walk together till we are old and at that spilt second the happiness you felt, comes from all these.
Happiness is just like fireworks. Beautiful yet short-lived. Agony and pain, on the other hand, may left imprinted in our heart for life.
Break-ups do not just recover just like how you recover from flus. It may take weeks, months or even years. The heart pain can just kill you instanteously, not literally, but the feeling is like you are dead. The heart breaks like how you drop a piece of glass on the floor. No turn-backs. Tears may just flow down from your face like free tap water everyday, except this tap cannot be turned off like any other normal tap you have at home. No matter how much you miss that person, he/she is out of your life totally. But believe that one day, you will recover.
Even when they say: ' We still can be friends.'. Don't take that in, is bullshit. One day, both of you will walk pass each other, side by side, like a total stranger. Or things may end up in an ugly way and both of you hate each other.
Fairy tales don't exist. We have been propaganda from young that, our prince will come and there will be a happily ever after. It is until we are old enough to know that the reality is ,happily never after.
Love is like a wind. Comes and goes as and when it feels like. When the person tells you he/she will love you forever and be with you till old, yes, they mean it; only at that point of time when they say it.

With love,
hx

2009-12-03T21:08:00.003+08:00

left hand hold one, right hand hug one XD

my nu rens!:D

our xmm(:

With love,
hx

2009-12-02T22:53:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 3RD YEAR ANNIVERSARY CHOPSTICK!:D
Thank you for being there for me when I need you. There are times when we can laugh till stomach pain and I will be screaming like so mad woman, times when we will be crying badly for each other and blame ourselves for starting the quarrel, times when I really feel so lousy and lost and I will call you and start crying like a baby. You will listen to all my crap and cheer me up. When I really want to kpkb at someone, you will accompany me to curse that person. I guess you are the only one who sleeps with an OCTOPUS face and we will start laughing at how round your mouth is. I LOVE YOU LIKE TRUCKLOADSss! You are always there:D

Zinger for dinner! Talk super lots with YY:) After dinner went pasar malam and went to find KS and YL. Play basketball for awhile and left arm hurts:( It has been years since I last play 'ABC'. Just by throwing the ball several times is very tiring :X
Then home sweet home.

SUPER BIG!

she is aiming at it!

Today ENEMY keep making my heart bleed! Blood keep dripping from it. Demin shorts from Cotton now cost only $15. WA! Quote from her: '$30 I try, $15 I buy.' .T.T
This is only a small partttttt.....

Kittyyyyy...

With love,
hx

2009-11-29T20:20:00.003+08:00

Last night was fabulous(Y). YY and S stay over. Then someone say want to ton then in the end first to sleep, left me and S wide awake. Talk for hours and did my soicology quiz at 4 plus am. Two brains without book to refer, got 20/30. Both of us slept at 7 plus. Woke up at 9 plus, and started crapping. I love nights that are spent with them(:

With love,
hx

2009-11-19T15:00:00.005+08:00

Pictures of love(:

from Aly and Cheryl:D

i love my sister!

Vandalism done by HY!

gary!

With love,
hx

2009-11-15T23:35:00.001+08:00

Girl: Do you like this color skirt on me?
Guy: Yes, it looks great.
Girl: Do you like this one better?
Guy: No.
Girl: Why not?
Guy: Because I like the pink one better.
Girl: That's not pink, it's light-red.
Guy: Okay, light-red.
Girl: Well.
Guy: Well what?
Girl: Why do you like the light-red one better?
Guy: You look better in it.
Girl: But I only paid $12 for it on sale at " this fashion" and I like the light-green one better because my best friend Kat got it for me on my birthday two years ago and it still fits good and makes me think about her when I wear it.
Guy: Oh Okay, wear the light-green one then(:
Girl: Why are you saying that? Don't I look good in light-green?
Guy: Well...yes.
Girl: What do you mean with "well.......yes?"
Guy: You look good in everything you wear, baby!
Girl: You're just saying that. You hate this light-green skirt, don't you?
Guy: No, I don't. I just think you look sexier in the pink one.
Girl: It's light-RED! I can't believe you! Is that all you think about--is sex all the time?
Guy: No. Just wear the one YOU like best--I like them both. Don't worry about it. Come on and kiss me. (*tries to hug and kiss her, but can't*)
Girl: Stop that! You're just being irritating!
Guy: What the hell?!
Girl: You just don't understand me at all !
Guy: No, I don't.
Girl: You don't WANT to understand, DO you? You just don't care! (on the verge of crying)
Guy: What did I do wrong?
Girl: Everything! Hands off and leave me alone !
Guy: But I just...
Girl: Get out!
Guy: clueless, but clever nonetheless says: Kat is going to be at the party, so wear the green one she gave you!
Girl: It's LIGHT-GREEN.
Guy: *rolls eyes*
Girl: I can't wear that one because I got her a pretty plaid skirt four months ago, and she will wear that and we won't match.
Guy: How do you know she's gonna wear it?
Girl: She JUST WILL, I know she will.
Guy: So wear the pink--I mean light-red one, you'll match Kat then.
Girl: No, because you will think she's sexy in her plaid skirt if you see her in it. Besides, light-red and plaid don't match.
Guy: Yes they do. Well, I think they're close.
Girl: No, they're NOT close.
Guy: I just want you to be happy.
Girl: No you don't. You just want to see me and Kat looking like two skanks together cuz Kat looks so good in that plaid skirt. Don't you think she looks good in it?
Guy: Well, I don't know, I've never seen her in it.
Girl: Yes you did. The week after I got it for her, you saw her in it at the mall, remember?
Guy: No.
Girl: Yes, you do. We had the ice cream and you got a triple scoop and dropped a scoop on the ground.
Guy: Yeah, okay, but she had on those long white leggings, too, right.
Girl: They're not "leggings" they're stockings.
Guy: Oh okay . Have some recollections about it .
Girl: You were looking at her legs the whole time, weren't you?
Guy: I guess I saw her legs, yeah, but so what?
Girl: So what?! You're just fantasizing about Kat this whole time and you want to see her in that plaid skirt, or out of it, this whole time, right? You can't wait to see her at the party, right? Will you ever love her ?!
Guy: No?!?!
Girl : You just dont love me . ( crying )
Guy: Yes i do love you alot baby , i just want you in my life and not others.
Girl : Why do you take notice of her legs then ?!
Guy: ?!?!!!!!!!!!! :/

Lolololololololololololollllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.
Are we really like that?
I think it's funny:D

2009-11-15T00:14:00.004+08:00

Last night S stay over. She ended up talking to herself because I fell asleep while talking:x Was too tired due to the day's activities. Sorry babe! Wake up at around 10 plus. Had lunch at home and we headed over to meet those guys. Sing K from 2 to 7. High at first and gradually became low. Had been feeling so tired for the whole week.

Dinner at hawker centre and cause the whole group's hair to smell like we just had BBQ. The feel was like at Genting. Hazy like siao. After that went to slack and home sweet home.

Not going to say 'Im happy' even if I'm really. It won't last.

With love,
hx

2009-11-13T22:45:00.002+08:00

Today is FRIDAY THE 13TH! Yea, from a 'I thought will be a great day' become a moody day. Mood swing problem I guess. Wasn't very happy when I meet YY and S. End up didn't watch Jennifer's body. Too late because someone was still at WOODLAND AT 7? Nice...Then chat and send YY home because she is ill! S is staying over at my house tonight! Excited! Gonna talk, talk and talk! CCN day is great for class, but business was bad for personal booth. Managed to sell a belt for 5 bucks, in the end pay rent then no more left. zzz. Gonna set up a blogshop with Aly I guess...

With love,
hx

2009-11-12T18:30:00.002+08:00

Suddenly feel excited for tomorrow! I dont know why but maybe tomorrow something good will happen. Who knows! Hahahahahahahahahaha! CCN day and watching Jennifer's body with YY, YH and Serene tomorrow! Happy~

And what a stupid previous post!

With love,
hx

2009-11-10T20:23:00.002+08:00

Feel that my result for last semester is really lousy. This semester shall do better!
Communication skill 1 can you like go destroy yourself or something? Why do you even exist? You really suck and I really dislike you. How nice will it be if tomorrow TP announce that from tomorrow onwards, no more comm skill for all TP students...I will throw a party and make a tombstone to remember it. See what a nice person I am(:

With love,
hx

2009-11-01T00:21:00.003+08:00

To my dearest Ryan brother,
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY!:D Even though we have not met each other for a super long time and not that close anymore and you dont call me already, I know Im still in your heart. Nah, dont be shy(: Hope you do well in your N which is over aready and happily get promoted. Add more oil for your Os. I want to see you in TP in 2011 April! Dont miss me too much(: Find your Miss Left and I want to be the first few to know! haha!

With love,
Your Jie

2009-10-29T00:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BITHDAY HUI YI!
You are our little sister in our clique(:
Love you always:D

2009-10-27T20:43:00.002+08:00

Good things come in pairs. Received a good news that cause the clique to be excited and very happy about! :D Today is a good day!
Cheryl baked a brownie for WW. Awww, so sweet!

Had RA2 lecture today. I seriously find it very boring and the lecturer talking about irrelevant stuff or keep repeating some admin things we already know. Moreover, I forget to bring the books. This add on to the boredom.

Made cards for the two birthday girls and having a celebration tomorrow. Excited about it!

Met YY to go home together. Saw Ah Tai while waiting for bus. It has been such a long time I last seen him. He has become more mature and grow taller, in fact taller than me now! Good! We waited bus together and all the buses are packed. Decided to walk to the bus stop in front. YY and me were like disturbing him about who he like. Halfway through...
me-ah tai: " you like Herbal Essence? Sounds familar. Is liang cha!"
yy:'"-.- is shampoo!"
Then when there is still a distance to bus stop, saw 69! Run! I run first. The two were like walking then running. when they started running, like immediately, YY overtake me. I try to run faster. Then when Ah Tai was running beside me, he asked, "you sure you can run?" then overtake me far far away. I really tried my best to run fast. Limit already. YY laugh at me say that one not running! She asked me run again and laugh at me AGAIN! Tai good until he pei me take bus home:D

With love,
hx

2009-10-27T00:00:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY WEN WAH!!!:D
Hope you are going to have a wonderful day! WELCOME TO THE 17TH GROUP!(: you are one adorable girl in our clique!
LOVE YOU!

2009-10-19T19:17:00.002+08:00

First day of school is not too bad. Macroeconomics seems difficult. More difficult than Microeconomics. Communication Skills 1 is boring but I have a pretty tutor for that module(:

Yesterday went out with YY and Serene. IS A PISSED OFF DAY CALLED THE SQUEEZING SUNDAY. Literally. Got squeezde by AUNTIES, FILLIPINO MAIDS AND ONE FAT UNCLE! zzz.
All three of us got really pissed off. Went Bugis, got squeezed by aunties. Somemore got elbowed and stepped. ZZZ! Was already on fire. Plus the bloody warm weather. Then went Orchard. It really got better until we went Lucky Plaza. On our way there, got two maids just walked into Serene and me like we are transparent! Literally shocked. Never mind, then board bus to Bedok interchange. A happily, plump auntie, with a big ass, wearing a pink t-shirt with jeans, bespectacled with an ugly pair of spectacles plus ugly curls on hairs, squeezed YY when there is space on her side. YY got very pissed off. Then reached Bedok. Wa, got this fat uncle dont know the word stop one sia. Just keep walking like some zombie, who try to squeeze through between a couple and me when there is really a small space. All tio squeezed lo. Disgusting piece of shit.

Saturday was family day:D

With love,
hx

2009-10-16T15:01:00.007+08:00

HAPPY!

Alyssa help me change my blogskin. Thanks Alyssa!:D

Sometimes when we look back at what we have done, we will just laugh at ourselves and thinking why we are so dumb.

With love,
hx

2009-10-14T23:11:00.002+08:00

Didn't pluck teeth today. Thanks to the doctor. Pissed off.

Chop chop accompany me today. Glad to have her by my side(: Spend some quality time with her. Love it!

With love,
hx

I have become fatter!

2009-10-13T22:52:00.004+08:00

I have become fatter!

Yes, I look kind of more meat now. Fats has become my good friend during this holiday.

Today give a surprise to Aly:D Nice! Lie to her that the orginal clique outing had been cancelled, and ask her out when the outing is still on! Wahaha! She believes and gotcha! Estee wanted to compensate her as she couldn't make it to Aly's previous birthday celebration. In the end I drag too long and the ice cream cake melted:( Yeah! She is surprised! At first she saw this group of people wearing party hats and wanted to disturb them. In the end the party is for her. Wahaha! Glad that she is happy(:

Tomorrow going to pluck teeth already. Will be bo gay! Feeling now: scared, nervous, worried blah blah blah...Going to eat my kit kat chunky!

With love,
hx

2009-10-12T22:51:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! :D
Thanks for everything. To me, you are the best mum in this world(: love!

Anyway, has been neglecting blog for some time. Just kind of lazy to blog. Life has been boring for long, same goes my blog. Nothing exciting happens.
Reflected on my life for the past few days. As for this holiday, I didnt do much. Either stay at home or went out with friends. I didn't even work. I have wasted this holiday.
As for my life, I think the proudest moment of my life is when I received my Secondary Two result which is 3 years ago. And leave some regrets in my life. The biggest regret I have is when I was 10 years old.
Before, I was having a period of downs in my life. Everyday was feeling kind of miserable.

Oh well, school is starting next week(: A new start for school.

Im just glad that I have these friends around me. Chop, Flames, Clique and those guys!:D

With love,
hx

2009-10-03T21:51:00.002+08:00

Cheryl's birthday celebration

hy's cupcakes(:

Preparation of cake and card

hehe, let me save the cake!

ok, is it better? hmmm...

i shall do the job...

add some chocolate chips...

tata! pretty or what?

im so going to get kill :x

chio man!

hmmm...

adorable(:

estee's pose

With love,
hx

2009-10-01T23:45:00.003+08:00

Just reached home from Cheryl's birthday celebration. Feel very tired now. Recently had been lack of sleep as chalet just ended yesterday.

Right now sister is studying(: Im glad to see that. This is the first time I see her studying till so late. Hope she has really grow up and become more sensible. God bless.

This is the first time since starting of school holiday there is full attendance for clique outing. Finally get to see Estee after one month:D

Yesterday ended chalet. Went home rest and off to meet Aly, HY and WW for Cheryl's birthday celebration. Bought things needed for card and cake and not missing Cheryl's balloon(: After all things are ready, went to Aly's house to start the making of the two Cs. And ate HY's cupcakes. Not bad(:

Today went Aly's house at 12 plus. Decorate the cake and some touch up for the card and set off to prepare for her celebration. Aly and I went Kenny Rogers for reservation and birthday cake. WW, HY and Estee went to orchard to get Cheryl's present.

Meet Cheryl 3 at Cineleisure. WW went to hide with the presents. Bluff her that WW didnt come and she look so disappoint. We went neoprint shop and
Cheryl was like:'I thought got everyone then take?'
Estee: 'Your birthday meh.'
At this point of time...WW pop out! Cheryl's face immediately happy(" And there are a lot of primary school girls there. All so small and short. The face is like at our butt. Cheryl bei xia dao by an innocent small girl standing putside the machine. Lmao!

After neoprint(so secondary school feeling(:), went wisma to eat Haagen-Dazs. The manager there is good. He saw me take the 'Happy Birthday' balloon then thought is my birthday.
Manager: 'Your birthday?'
Me: 'Not mine.'
Manager: 'Whose birthday?'
Alyssa: 'You guess.'
Manger: *guessing* 'The girl in blue(WW).'
Pause, in fact, HY, WW, Alyssa and me are wearing blue. zzz. In the end he know is Cheryl's. WW was like 'I have a birthday face', lmao. The manager give a free scope of ice-cream with 'Happy Birthday' and a candle on it. Lovely! The service there is good.

After that, we headed over to Marina Square. This time we bluff Cheryl that we organise a birthday party in Mac for her. We went in and sit there like real. We keep asking Cheryl to go to the counter and tell the person 'I'm Cheryl Wong, the birthday girl.' and show her i/c. We say like that the person will know we reach and start preparing for the party. We plan when she go to the counter, we run out of mac. We keep saying until she really going to believe and walking to the counter. The rest of us take our bags and faster run but Cheryl saw that. Plan fail! Hahaha. Imagine she really do that. LOL! Bring her to KR.

After dinner, HY, Aly and me went to take the cake while Cheryl, Estee and WW went toilet. The 3 of us went to Singapore River there to prepare. Next, the saddest thing is going to happen. The balloon fly away...The 3 of us sit there and watch, cannot do anything to get back the balloon. Just seeing it fly away, higher and higher, smaller and smaller until it is out of our sight. This kind of feeling sucks I tell you. We dont know how to tell her and only let her realise. Surprise her with the cake with our love(: Sit there and had a girls' talk. Photograph ourselves and home sweet home at 10 plus.

Cheryl! Hope you like what we plan for you!:D

With love,
hx

2009-10-01T00:23:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY! :D

2009-09-27T20:13:00.018+08:00

Went Sentosa on Thursday with Cheryl, WW and HY. Had a bad morning on that day. Suppose to meet HY at 11 at Bedok inter. Leave house at 10.30. Then when I just leave the house, jelly water leak out from the box, caused the bag to be wet. Then went home to change the box. Same problem again. Went home and put in plastic bag, done! And then...cant find my wallet -.- Waste a lot of time and HY already reached. Managed to find and rushed to meet her. Reached Harbour Front at 12 plus.

Went giant first to get some drinks. Paid and left. There are four of us and...we forget to take the drinks! The cashier ran after us to give us. Lmao. Set off to Sentosa. Went Palawan Beach first then Siloso Beach. Estee, you miss all the beach boys! >.<

she found her twin(:

noisy birdies

yes!

err...

hmmm...

whoosh!

love this!:D

hot!

tanning...

sunny!

wee~

what's over there?

hmmm...

hot guys? yeah~

swordfish i think. look like a stick.

fats

yes, babe?(:

o.O?

cheryl, 18(:

work in process...

misses:(

Happy 18th birthday!(:

sui~

wee~

eh

hmmm...

cmi...

give up!

no...

zzz

yea!

(:

half

nice(:

lovely^^

the witch is here. smile!

shy *.*

With love,
hx

2009-09-25T00:01:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY CHERYL! :D
Go buy alcohol now!(: gogogo!
Im such a good friend huh. LOL!
Loves(:

With love,
hx

2009-09-24T23:10:00.006+08:00

Went Sentosa with Cheryl, WW and HY. Estee and Alyssa couldn't make it. Misses.
Today is suppose to celebrate Cheryl's birthday but has been postpone to 1st. HY, WW and me got burnt! It has been a long time since I was this burnt. And the pain starts to come now, zzz. Aches join in the party too.
I will give a proper update about this post asap. Too tired and aching. Waiting for photos to upload too(: Xin ku ni le ,Cheryl.

With love,
hx

2009-09-24T06:47:00.007+08:00

Good morning people! :D
Right now Im awake, making jelly for later! Thanks to INSOMNIA.

With love,
hx

2009-09-23T18:23:00.006+08:00

Now in Kim's house:D
Just had my second dental appointment. So far so good. Looking forward to the next one.
Tomorrow will be going out with the girls!(: Miss them lots! Excited!

With love,
hx

2009-09-21T10:49:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY SISTER!:D
Love you always(:

2009-09-18T19:06:00.008+08:00

Kim's birthday :D

Went Pastamina for lunch.

birthday girl!(:

Next, went Tampines Safra for bowling and pool.

ta ta!

eileen in action!

who is it?

is gary! mao~

see wt, sexy man! :D

Off to Kim's house. Surprise surprise!

on the way

smile!:D

flames, but no Shereen:(

all!

Oh, and we sing a birthday song whenever we go to a new place(:

With love,
hx

2009-09-17T20:50:00.008+08:00

Photos on Aly's birthday(:

sweet(:

Muhahaha!

run babe run!

:P

"hello" *wave wave*

Cakes. Yummy:D

i love you:D

you love me(:

we are happy family ^^

i want muack muack

ewww~

double ewww~

spokewoman for zoo(:

100th year old girl :P

And my 'alyssa' become like this on that day

:(

head here

body there

With love,
hx

2009-09-13T00:13:00.007+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY KIM! :D
See you in 12 hours^^ loves.

With love,
hx

2009-09-12T00:37:00.010+08:00

Just now went to WT's house(:
Webcam there!

i love this pic(:

With love,
hx

2009-09-11T13:37:00.005+08:00

Yesterday went out with YH and someone(:
In order not to let anyone be late, I give this punishment:
Anyone who is late(come after 3) has to treat everyone to movie!
Then...I nearly late-.- 2 more mins to 3. Phew.
Next time I really dont want to say any punishment. Very suay one.

Went Cinleisure to catch a movie first.
Suppose to watch Year One, but sold out.
Changed to Ailens in the Attic.
Went to a Korean shop and saw ice cream.
Ahh...that is when my craving for red bean ice cream comes.
So we went to find.
Out of air-con place = bloody warm
Walked all the way until Paragon and found my ice cream ^^ *long long long*
Went in Paragon. Shiok ar, air-con saves the day(:
Slack there until 5 and movie time.
WT also there! But different movie:(
The movie is funny.
Someone actually nearly fall asleep! Haha!!
The funny part, someone laugh. Not funny, *going in zzz mood* Lmao.

Out of Cin, very noisy-.- Thanks to the birds.
We plan to walk from Orchard to Suntec.
Walked till halfway, I act smart lo.
Thought walking straight is bugis, so decided to turn to the left.
In the end walked one big round-.-
Dying man.
Went Marina Square.
Plan to settle dinner there.
Went Pu Tien, one of the branch of YH's workplace.
The food is not bad and free desserts:D
After dinner went Singapore river there to slack.
11, home sweet home.

somone's BIAO JIE FROM CHINA/MALAYISA(:

guess what is it! taste: rubber rubber like _ _ _ _

they re-use this actually-.-

Professor Tiong giving lecture 0_0

BIAO JIE is here again :D

yummy(" pumpkin ice-cream!

this is the huo zhao pai(must take!) LOL! And this towel cost 30 cents, not free.

BIAO JIE & me:D

saw this on my way home, sweet(:

With love,
hx

2009-09-08T13:00:00.007+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, ALYSSA!:D
Now you are three digit old, muhahaha!
Love you always!(:

31st August

Went back BNSS with YY, Kim, Eileen, Henry, KS, PK and YL.
Serene and WT cannot make it.
Serene got attachment, WT got eye screening training.
Walk around school and talk about the past.
'Ah...Secondary school is still the best.'
I miss the corridor.
I miss the few of us, blasting 'Lips of an angel' and singing loudly.
I miss the moment we step out of the corridor and see everyone.
I miss us being so close and near to each other.
I miss the school bell.
I miss teachers calling us to tuck our shirts.
I miss teachers asking YY and me to shut up during lessons, especially Mrs Yeow.
I miss Imran talking crap to me.
I miss Haziq when he is my partner.
I miss Mdm Rogayah saying bloody.
I miss the commerence room.
I miss Techview.
I miss motivating each other in studies although it didnt really work.
I miss 2A'06.
I miss the fun we had.

After slacking in BNSS, we went to da pao food and met up with WT.
Went to my house mahjong-ed and slack.
Watch SAW 3.
One by one left.
Left YY, YL and Henry.
Da pao dinner, chat and mahjong-ed awhile.
They went home at 9 plus, 10.

1st September

Went Serene's house slack.
Waited for WT until want to die liao she still haven't bath.
SAW 4's fault!
Went home at 9 plus.

2nd September - 4th September

Had class chalet at Aranda Country Club.
Had fun there(:

Went home at 9 plus.
Slept at 1 plus.
Wake up at 5 plus.
Finish watching SAW 4.
YY called and came mahjong-ing with Henry.
Mei mei join us.
They went home at 9 plus.

5th September

Went for my first dental appointment.
YY accompany me.
Not too bad.
The dentist and people there are friendly.
YY keep crapping with the dentist, lmao.
And the X-ray thing is funny.
It makes me imagine Im in SAW.
'I want to play a game.' (X
Cant wait for the second appointment(:

After that went to some foodcourt had lunch.
Went Orchard Ion.
Walk around and slack there.
Headed to WT's house at 4 plus.
Saw PK at the East point bus stop.
We were waiting bus to go WT's house.
One is street wise, another is street idiot.

Street idiot: '38 can go WT's house.'
Street wise: 'Really? Sure not? Ok. I know 9 also can go.'
Street idiot: 'Ok.'
At this point of time, 38 is coming and 9 is just behind...
The street wise and street idiot boarded 38!
Why the street wise listen to a street idiot sia. why?
Happily took the wrong bus, yeah!(:

Reach WT's house at 6 plus.
Serene was there already.
Slack and mahjong-ed.
Take a break at 11 plus.
WT's second brother and his friends take over, lol.
Watched SAW 5.
Rest then mahjong-ed again at 2 plus till 5.
Finish watching SAW 5 then saw YY fell asleep.
Watch TV, nothing nice then also fell asleep.
Then this Serene and WT like nothing to do.
Disturb us sleep.
I remember she came very close to me and I open my eyes, '!!!'
Scared-ed ok!
Then went back to sleep, lol.
The same thing happened to YY, lmao.
YY woke me up like how Aly woke me up in chalet. lol!
Cos at this time, WT and serene zzz-ing.
Waking up at 10 plus on a Sunday is really sian.
Nothing nice to watch.
Disturb WT sleeping because I want towel to bath.
SHE IS A REAL PIG!
I call her, no respond.
I tap her, no respond.
I shake her, still no respond.
I combined all, STILL NO RESPOND!
T.T

I let the pro do the job.
Went down to call YY.
Lol.
Success!

After bathing, I disturb WT again...
I never call her hor!
I only...
Open her drawers to find comb then she ownself wake up help me find (X
Rot with YY then Serene wake up, follow by WT.
Eat lunch then play cards.
NEVER SAY THE FORFETE YOURSELF!
Cos I say and I tio -.-
Before the game, Serene was like: 'Bu yao jiang, jiang liao zi ji hui zong.'
True enough.
Slack and went home at 4.
And I had a 15 hours of sleep :D

7 September

Had Aly's birthday celebration(:
But Estee fall ill and couldn't come:(
Meet her at 2.30 at Orchard.
HY and me went to fetch her while Cheryl and WW went Sakae first.
HY and me were wondering to blindfold her not. Lmao.
Aly was like covering her eyes and look on the ground.
She was super noisy! Haha...
Brought her to meet with the rest.
HY and me couldnt find the venue.
Aly was like: 'Poor coordination.'
Lmao.
See how noisy she is. Haha...
After eating, we went to Far East walk walk.
And then we miss the 'prefect timing' :(
Faster took bus and blindfold Aly.
On the way there she really talking non-stop! LOL!
So I entertain her(:
Aly, entertaining enough?(:
We got down the bus and she was like: 'Zhe ge di shang hen familiar.' lol!
So she keep guessing and guessing.
By the way, we blindfold her by using my letter envelope so she has to hold it and look on the ground. Like how they blindfold me. Lol.
We reach there and brought tickets and cake.
Do you know where we brought her to?
SINGAPORE FLYER:D
After the ride, went Popeye to eat.
Home sweet home(:
Hope you enjoy what we plan for you(:

Gonna rest at home for two days and spend some time alone with myself(:

With love,
hx

2009-09-04T05:48:00.005+08:00

Now in chalet, going home soon:D
Home sweet home(:
Just went strolling with hy, kellyann and wj.
Scary...
Damn tired. I WANT MY BED!
Counting down to go home...2hr08mins!

With love,
hx

2009-08-30T21:15:00.013+08:00

Have faith in everything you do, and god will help you by giving you a greater achievement.

Today went to Kewei's church with Aly(:
The service is not bad. Enjoy myself there.

After service, went orchard with Aly.
Learn and try out a lot of things! Including bikins >.<

aly says she is going to crop me away cos i stand too far T.T i want the nicer one!

'forever together', LOL!

Yesterday went to PK's house with WT and Henry. Slack and watch 'Transformer 2'.
Halfway through...
Me:' Megan Fox is hot.'
WT:'Ya, but she is a guy...'
Me:'Huh? No la, they say is rumor.'
WT:'But they say is confirm liao'
Me:'Really meh? No la, she so chio...'
Henry:'They say she is man and woman...I heard only.'
WT:'See this movie not much kissing scene...'
In the end, all three of us, -.-???

And..........

O_O Yes, we are in love(:

Friday marks the day of freedom!
Holiday is here:D
Finally...
Went sheesha-ing with girls(:
Had lotsssssss of fun!
After that went to have dinner with Jason, Weilin, Wei Jie, Pamela, Meng Yun and Wen Qing.
Finish and met up with WT.
Went home.
YY and Serene went Malaysia :(

O_O

*shy*

Cheryl's face!!! 'wa, i didnt know aly is a pro at it. hmmm...'-my version,wahaha!

'actually, im an expert myself. (x'-my version

looking at the stars? wondering...

'ahhhh...(:'-my version

our little sweet girl(:

i teach her and it become worse. lol!

our angel girl(:

our lovely girl(:

our little stiff girl is here:P

LOL! Mummy just woke up laughing from her dreams. She dreamt that she paste a plaster on someone's eyes and that person xia dao lian qing qing! So cute la! LOL!

With love,
hx

2009-08-27T21:02:00.005+08:00

Tomorrow when the clock strike 4.30 pm, freedom is HERE!
Muhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...
I must conquer marketing! Chiong ar!!! *charging* wahahaha...

With love,
hx

2009-08-25T23:30:00.002+08:00

'Opinion Leaders are those people who exert influence on others.'

Last week of sem 1.1, marketing tutorial...
Mr Tan: 'You are the opinion leader in your group right?'
Me: *wondering what is an opinion leader* 'Huh? no..'
Mr Tan: 'Then who?'
Me: 'No one ar.'
Mr Tan: 'Really meh?'
Me: -.- *still wondering what opinion leader is...*

I finally know!!! Marketing tutor applying Marketing term on his Marketing student!
Thanks to the exam, if not up till now I still dont know what is an opinion leader(:

With love,
hx

2009-08-25T10:10:00.002+08:00

Just woke up crying from a nightmare.
Im very scared now.
It's not the first time I had this. What's more is this time is a more detailed one.
I hope this is not going to happen.

2009-08-23T00:21:00.002+08:00

Sister says she wana learn piano! Wahaha~
I give you my support^^

I miss daddy:(

With love,
hx

2009-08-21T23:53:00.002+08:00

My econs paper can go suck cock! Prepared for supp liao! :(
There goes my holiday! :'(

2009-08-20T23:35:00.003+08:00

Cramp hurts like hell!!!
:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
Hope tomorrow will be better cos I got econs paper!
*Hoping*

2009-08-19T23:54:00.007+08:00

These few days have been out studying.
Went home kinda late.
And mummy always wait for me to come home then sleep.*guilty*

Had a small talk with Xavier.

When a boy is in love with a girl, he can do sweet things just for her.
And it makes me go 'WOW' *envy*(:

Responsibilty for guys not only lies when he is with that girl(in a relationship)
It also involves before asking the girl to be with you.
Many many factors to consider.
But of course, loving her like there is no tomorrow and giving your best in everthing you do for her will be the best factor(:

Sometimes, we have to wait till we miss something then we know how much it matters to us.
Sometimes, certain things/feelings get so complicated that we can no longer handle/control anymore.

Happy zi se qing ren jie^^

With love,
hx

2009-08-18T00:10:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY EILEEN!(:
Glad that you enjoy the party^^

Serene, YY, WT and me went to her house at 7 plus.
Met her brother, Jason, at her house downstairs.
He waited for like 45 mins? Lol.
What a patient guy(:
Seriously, I think he is kinda adorable.
He confirm plus chop chop chop will make a good boyfriend.
Wahahaha~
HE IS MINE :P
Buttttttttttt.............................
He secondary two only :(
Still short pants :(
I ask him for his name, he ask me ask Eileen -.-
Anyway, an attractive boy :D

So we went upstairs and prepare the cake.
I lighted up all the candles.
But, the one Im holding was getting kinda hot...So I blow...and all the candles kena blow out -.-
Retard.
The rest was like laughing lo...

Jason pressed the door bell, we hide beside...And when Eileen open the door...SURPRISE~!
YES! She tio surprised! Wahahahahahahaha~
Yew Hao joined us after that.

Mahjong-ed.
Fun!
And...Eileen has another brother call Jackson.
He is 12 years old and I tell you way pre-mature.
Maybe we think that 12 years old is kinda young to know anything.
He mahjong with us and win I think?
Guilty ._.
He was very very very noisy!
Seriously!
Literally!
But he ok la.
Cute also.
LOL.
Is xiao hai zi de cute.
Mahjong till 11 plus and chat awhile.
Went home, YY and YH went to Serene's house to overnight.
I also want T.T
Later got one more cute guy going to join them.

Serene, here's your chance! Snatch his first kiss away. Wahahaha~ Rape him also can. At your house ma. Muhahahahaha~ Make his yours. (X

Falling in love can be at anywhere, anytime, any moment and anyone. BUT! It must be at the right time, right moment and of course, right person(:
Miss it and say bye bye to it!

With love,
hx

2009-08-16T23:03:00.003+08:00

Suppose to go Serene's house to study.
End up playing there.
Expected, hahaha...

2009-08-16T17:54:00.004+08:00

Love is beautiful.
It makes wonders for everyone(:
Everyone is falling in love now ^^
LOVE IS IN THE AIR~

2009-08-15T10:32:00.002+08:00

Just came back from chop chop's birthday celebration(:
Just bath and I smell nice(: LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is what happens when Im lack of sleep^^
Lalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...................................

Hope she enjoy the surprise we gave her(:
Thanks to all who have contributed.
THANKS THANKS THANKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Im going to lalaland now.
Goodnight to everyone or shall I say good morning(:
Anything la!

With love,
hx

2009-08-14T10:42:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO CHOP CHOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love you so much!(:
See you later to watch G.I Joe!

Im gonna be so late for marketing lecture :x

sorry

2009-08-08T16:59:00.003+08:00

There are two people I want to say sorry to.
Bernard and Yan Ya.
These two people are the most important in my life.
But they dont get along.
Sometimes when I reflect on the past, I am the only reason why they become like this.
I am guilty and sinful.
I wish I can do something to make it well again...
Sorry.

And Cheryl sorry.
Last night you talk to me on msn, blogger messed up my post and I wasn't in a very good mood.
My tone towards you was also very bad.
Sorry.

Im moody and things just get me irritated.
My life seems so messed up now.
FML.

With love,
hx

2009-08-07T22:06:00.004+08:00

MARRIAGE

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?
I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce.
She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions... She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind... I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead. I know how her heart could not bear to hear my last words now. I still carried her, my last one...this time with my wreatched heart.

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank, blah..blah..blah. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.

So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

2009-08-06T23:37:00.004+08:00

why? T_T

For You

2009-08-06T18:50:00.010+08:00

Last year was when I get to know you.
Even though we went to the same primary school and secondary school, we were strangers to each other.

Beginning of 2008, we see each other often after school and sometimes get to go out together.
That was when I start to fall for you...
And then somehow you gave me a bad impression.

I remember the night before v day 08, you asked me out on the next day.
But I couldn't make it because I had to meet a friend.
That night I couldn't sleep properly because I was too happy and at the same time thinking that I was stupid.
I could just reject that friend saying I have something on.
At that point of time, I feel that I was more dumb than a piece of biscuit.

V day 08, you gave me a rose and necklace.
I was very shy and friends crowding over, asking me.
I think that took you a lot of courage right?
I really felt that happiness is coming to me...

I will never forget 21 Feb 2008, 5 plus (pm)...
That morning you fetch me from home to go school together.
You waited for me to finish my 'Happy Toilet' project and send me home.
I send you to the lift and suddenly, you asked me to be girlfriend!
After you left, I was ecstatic until I scream and the bangla turned and looked at me like Im some mad girl.
Able to once had you as my boyfriend, I feel blessed.

We went on a double date the next day.
I hold your hand! >.<
Thanks to someone(:
I love you more each day.

But quarrels soon come visiting us.
Both of us hang on because we know that we can overcome this obstacle together.
I may not be the best girlfriend or the ideal one, but Im still learning and try my best.
Some mistakes done will not be forgetten easily and change things...
I never regretted knowing you.

Finally! The days I longed came.
You were so sweet to me.
No matter how tired or how bad my day was at work, able to see you after that just make my day again.

However, problems resurfaced.
Things get more complicated and they were never the same again.
We both grow up and have different goals.
You made your choice and I will wish you luck.

Yes, I used to take you for granted and not cherishing you.
But after I lose you, I learnt and I treasure you more.

To you:
You are the guy I love most.
Thanks for the beautiful memories and once made me feel like Im the most blissful girl in this world.
Go get whatever you have planned and work hard for it.
Maybe one day you will regret giving me up :p
Your immune system is not very good, so please take good care of yourself.
And if you fall sick, go see a doctor asap and get whatever medicine you need.
I wont be cooking yi mi shui for you anymore.
All the best(:

15 months...

I know the heart pain and tears will go away one day...

With love,
hx

2009-08-05T09:38:00.004+08:00

I havent finish that post. Last night mummy was nagging me to sleep. Will continue soon.

2009-08-04T22:55:00.003+08:00

The blogger thing is okkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!
Very long never post le.
So sorry.

Wednesday (29/7)

Went other with chop chop to watch HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE!!!
Very long never watch movie with her and I mean literally!
2 YEARS!
Had a great time with her.
Love her so much!(:

Friday (31/7)

Deadline for Marketing and Economics project.
It was also Elynn's birthday.
Happy Belated Brithday(:
After school waited for yy to finish school.
Alyssa, HY and Estee pei me.
Meet YY, gon my house and slack.
Was late in meeting the rest.
Got Serene, WT, Eileen, Kim, ZY and YH.
Went to some national day celebation thingy.
It was kinda boring.
So we went playground to the RETARDED game.
So fun~
After that went to mac and slack.
Walked home at 1 plus with YY, Serene and ZY.
Reach house downstairs around 2.
Called Mummy to come down and fetch.
In the end didnt see her.
She went missing -.-
We spend half an hour looking for her.
I was damn scared la.
I love Mummy a lot ok even though I am quite a naughty daughter.
Next day slept till 3 pm?
Lol.

Sunday (2/8)

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY XAVIER!!!
Had class BBQ.
Was fun and ton there.
I love my class~
1R02!
Went back on 7 plus and slept for 2 hours.
Went for RA lecture.
Slack in school till 5 plus.
Reach home and sleep until next morning!(:

Today is another normal school day.
It seems that my movation to go school has gone missing...

I feel that I have grow up when I reach poly.
There are many things I learnt.
Reality and facts slammed into my face asking me to wake up and learn.
No matter how unwillingly I am, I still have to face the cruel facts.
Yes, I dont deny these things make me changed in some way.
I am no longer that naive girl.

Alright. I guess we both are used to our current life.
Maybe you have moved on without me.
It has been two months...
I have been holding on and these two months I have been waiting...
Yes, I think too much.
I was still in the lalaland, not wanting to face the fact until today you ask me to move on without you.

With love,
hx

2009-07-29T10:25:00.004+08:00

Im going to have my CSA presentation SOON!
Scared~

Ok, im going now.
Bye bye. Wish me luck!

*Back from presentation*
Phew, finish liao.
I think that it's not bad.
^^

Life has been boring for me.
Eveyday go home and rot T.T
Think I kinda getting used to it.
Whatever.
And my blog is also getting boring...
Or maybe it has been so boring since the first post.
BORING~

Later going out with dar(:
So happy XD
Lalala~

With love,
hx

2009-07-27T23:47:00.003+08:00

TODAY I PIERCED MY TRAGUS.

To me, it was very painful :(
It even affected my mood on shopping for nail polish.
See, how serious it is!

Hmmm, starting to think that Im getting old.
WW pierced with me.
She went first.
I was freaking scared!
She pierced, I was grabbing her hand hell tight.
When it's my turn, I grabbed her hand like nobody's business -.-
Alyssa say when she pierced not pain, WW also say not pain.
But it turn out that mine is super pain.
zzz
Maybe because my tragus is bigger? hehe...
And it is very red T.T

It is not that pain anymore(:
Will upload the photos soon.
My laptop de bluetooth went haywire again?
zzz

Today, only have RA lecture.
Went for a break and dicuss marketing project.
Hmmm...
Actually, today is not a good day to dicuss project.
Was quite lazy and Dear dont seem to be in a good mood.
She seems quite distracted.
Kinda worry for her.
Hope she is feeling better now(:
After that, went to support the handball game.
Leave at 2 to TM.
Eat Long John Sliver.
Now the 3 pcs chicken only $4.40!
Then blah blah blah(mentioned above)

Went home and took a nap.
And do some boring stuff.

My nails are green now ^^

With love,
hx

2009-07-26T22:14:00.003+08:00

Finally the blogger thing is ok!(:

By the way, I cut my hair AGAIN for those who dont know.
Haha.
From
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longgg...

shortt..

shorter.

Cut my hair on wednesday.
Alyssa pei me.
Ok, kinda regretted cos I actually wanted to let my hair long >.<

gone T.T

OK! IM NOT GOING TO CUT MY HAIR ANYMORE!
Dar say I look like Im some girl who call DOROTHY-.-
And now she loves Dorothy more than HX.
*Im so hurt. You unfaithful creature! HUMPH! Sob sob*

And I have been coughing for weeks already?
zzz
Mummy says if my cough is not cured, next week cannot ton T.T
WHERE GOT LIKE THAT ONE:(
Faster recover pleaseeee.....*pray hard*

***
Actually, the blogger thing is not ok yet. zzz
***

With love,
hx

2009-07-24T22:18:00.005+08:00

Walao, the blogger thing still not ok yet. Sucks!

Today is the deadline for CSA project.
Yesterday chiong till 9 plus.
First time stay in school till so late. Haha..
Today had marketing lecture. I love it!(:
Had lunch in Design school.
YY asked to join her for dinner with an ex-colleague, Desmond.
I was like shock la.
Ok...so agreed to join for safety purposes! LOL!
So means I must wait for her for 2 hours?
Went for POM lecture, was kinda interesting(because of the videos).
Went to take polarid with clique.
Didn't turn out well.
After that, slack in library and try the polarid.
By the way, it belongs to Alyssa(:
It works(:
Then Estee and HY went for project.
Accompanied Alyssa to Biz park and have her butter-sugar. Haha...
Went free acess lab and slack there.
After that went library.
Estee they all are there.
After awhile, YY finish her lesson.
Meet her and head to TM.
Took same bus as Jason.
Then he pei us wait for Desmond.
We walked around Tampines 1.
And we waited like very long?
Super hungry la!
From 6 plus wait until 8? zzz

Ok, before that YY and me are like dicussing whether he will treat us to dinner.
Maybe a proper one from Ding Tai Feng?
And hopefully not fast food!
THOUGHT he will be gentleman...

Ok, the story continue like this.
YY asked him what he wanted to eat.
So thinking that he is a gentleman himself, he let us choose.
Hello??? That's basic can.
You already fail by making two ladies waited for you for so long.
He reach at 8.
Met him.
Ask him what he wants to eat.
He replied KFC!
-.-
YY and I were like dying from hunger liao, zzz...
So we also agree, if not will really die.
Ok, blah blah blah...reached KFC.
Is not that we are bad or something.
But he is really C.M.I.
YY went to open the KFC door and he just happily went in without even a slight action of helping the ladies. Worst still, NO THANK YOU.
WTF?
Ok, let's continue.
Then YY and me went to order food.
After that, his turn.
He return with a meal(his) and a small-size popcorn.
(I didnt know it was a small-sized until YY told me after that!)
He still happily say that it is an apology for being late.
WTH?
A small-sized popcorn as an apology.
Excuse me, you are 20 plus, should be more gentleman right?
And I dont eat popcorn chicken.
So when he offer it, I kindly rejected by saying I dont eat that.
And he give me a fucked up face which appeared shocked?
cb.
I cannot choose what food I dont like to eat meh.
I must die die eat la, is it?
Then he started talking about last time what happened in BK which YY and I are not very happy about it as we dont like there(bad memories).

Him: 'You know after you all left, blah blah blah(person) say that you are my gf(looking at YY)'
We are literally disgusted!
PLEASE!
You got the face to say it, we dont have to ears to hear it.
***In our heart***
My heart: OMFG, you dare say this kind of things. Dont make us puke. Look in the mirror please. Dont insult my darling.
YY's heart: WTF? Im your gf? If Im, I think I will GAD. Hx must be so digraced that Im her BFF. *cry*

And he continued.
He: 'Frankly speaking, when you girls leave, I became very busy.'.
Seriously, we are NOT VERY INTERESTED.
Are you trying to blame us that it's our fault for making you become busy?
That's you business(:
We are just glad that we are not working there anymore.
And he continue by saying about the other two colleague(our friends), whom we shall name A and B.
We talked about contacting each other and I asked why he didnt ask the other two out.
He said that he is not close to them and have no contact.
I replied :'we close to you meh?'
Fuck, he didnt heard it and continue saying A and B.
He say what they are attitude and scare that they will teach him bad?
YY and I just laughed out.
It's like fucking funny?
Hello mister, you are so old already. You should know what to follow right.
Common sense.

After awhile, he asked YY whether school is very stressful cos she is eating very slow.
He asked her not to think of it first.
Want to know the real reason why she eat so slow?
Cos...

He is sitting in front of her, keep looking at her with that pair of psycho eyes, and she is totally disgusted.
How can she eat properly.

YY was so scare that I will leave her alone with him.
So I wait for her to finish her food and go together.
After that we left KFC.

I asked him where is he going, home?
Know what he reply me?
He: 'I watch tv and rest'
Me: '?, Im asking WHERE ARE YOU GOING NOW?'
He: 'home'
Me:' ok, we are going shopping, bye'

Omg la, no one cares what you are going to do when you reach home.
YY and I were gossiping and conclude that he is negative/100.
Walk around and went home.
Gonna chiong my econs project now!
YY, you can copy this(:

With love,
hx

2009-07-22T10:17:00.005+08:00

I WANT MY SOLAR ECLIPSE!!!
I DONT GET TO SEE IT.
SOMEONE SAY SINGAPORE DONT HAVE.
NO SOLAR ECLIPSE FOR ME, I DONT GET TO SEE IT, I WANT TO SEE I WANT TO SEE, I REALLY WANT TO SEE IT!
:'(
p/s: stupid Alyssa!

2009-07-21T21:00:00.008+08:00

Today had my POM presentation.
My very first presentation.
I think I screw up.

Meet the rest at 8.30am for final dicussion.
Went to change and get ready.
Our group was the last to present.
Changed after lesson.
Eat at design school.
Had Fish & Chip.
Went for Econs.
Then csa project.
WENT HOME.

Yesterday went Far East with Alyssa, WW and Cheryl.
Do last minute shopping for today's presentation.
And I was very suay can.
We end our project meeting at 4 plus(confirm before 4.30) and the bus only came at 4.50?
Take a longgg time to come.
Reach Far East at around 5.30.
Went to look for the formal wear need.
Couldn't find anything.
6.45 - I havent even buy anything.
*gg*
Panick la!
Then finally bought a skirt from Osmose.
Rush down to Wisma, G2000.
Dont like the shirt.
Went Osmose(Wisma) again.
Saw this shirt I like.
In the end, no size-.-
!@#@#$^&#$%^&*
Cheryl and Alyssa went home first.
WW and me bought the G2000 de.
*No choice*
Left Wisma at 8?
WW take MRT.
I wanted to walk back to Far East and take bus 5.
Thinking that it will be faster.
Then.....
I got lost-.-'''
For those who know me well should know I dont get lost easily.
Right, YY?(:
Yes, and last night I got lost in Orchard?
I saw this Far East shopping centre sign, thinking that it is Far East Plaza.
Follow and thought why the route a bit different.
Never mind...continue...
I even went into the shopping centre to check-.-
Fucking retarded can?
Alyssa msg me.
I called her, telling her I was lost.
And the worst part is...
MY BATTERY IS DYING ON ME.

Imagine: you are alone, bag heavy, very tired and hungry, phone going to low batt any moment and late. you still have to go home and prepare tomorrow's presentation and very nervous about it.

I walk back and called WW.
Ok, finally got my way.
Thinking that Im so suay already, the bus wont came so fast.
And I was right '_'
The bus came at 8.45.
Was super tired.

Today Alyssa mention something.
Alyssa: 'we bought our things from Omose and G2000 right, from Far East.'
Me: 'uh huh'
Alyssa: 'Tampines also got'
Me: '-.-"' '

Even though I always hear people saying how great the power of love is, I just uh huh.
However recently, some things make me really really realised it and totally agree with it.
To me,
The power of love is
*no words can describe*
(ok, maybe for now, I cannot find the right word to describe - limited vocab :x)

I will upload the photos soonnnn...

With love,
hx

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